Bent for You

You're unsure and you're not ready
So that must mean I want you
You're unavailable and disinterested
To you I look for comfortA million times in a million ways
I will try to change you
A million months and a million days
I'll try to convince youI have waited for you
And adjusted for you and I'm done
I have deferred to you
And enabled you and I'm doneYou're too young or you're too old
Or you're simply not inclined
You're asleep or you're withholding
Be that my cue to crave youSeveral times in several ways
I'll try to squeeze love from you
Several hours and several ways
I'll feast on scraps thrown from youI have bent for you
And I've deprived for you and I'm done
I have depressed for you
And contorted for you and I'm doneI have stifled for you
And I've compromised for you and I'm done
I have silenced for you
And sacrificed for you and I'm doneIt won't be long before I am reclaimed
And it won't take long and I'll be on path again
It won't be easy for us to disengage
And I'm at the end of self-deprivation stageYou're afraid of every woman
Afraid of your inner workings
You cringe at the thought of living under
The same roof as me, God and everythingA million times and a million ways
I've tried to alter to match you
Several times every several days
I've tried to uncrush on youI have waited for you
And adjusted for you and I'm done
I have deferred to you
And enabled you and I'm doneI have bent for you
And I've deprived for you and I'm done
I have depressed for you
And I've contorted for you and I'm done