Wolves

Where is the sun?

 My darkest days have come.

 The light is dimming, the warmth is receding

 Why do I only push it away?

 

I cant't escape this setting sun

 I'm so afraid of the dark

 With weary hands I try and bring it in

 I pull and pull. Why does it feel so far away?

 

I knew this day would come but I never prepared for this

 Still I struggle; still I struggle within myself

 These questions try to break me in

 Who am I? What have I become?

 I'm just a broken mess of things left undone... 

 Still I feel the darkness closing in... 



Now I know I can't let this go. My depravity has taken hold of all I am.

 I am losing all that I wanted

 I trusted the one thing that should not be trusted

 My humanity lies in wait like wolves at the door.

 

Give me your strength, I need the embrace with the darkness closing in.

 I long to feel the sun and it's rays on my face.

 Now lift me up so far away from this place

 

I can't find my way out of this; where is the sun?