Morphine Cloud

One single night, one single day 
Before it all just sweeps away... 
With the paradise I do not know, 
Through the joy I never had 
I'm all alone on my isolated throne 

Why have you forsaken me? 

The days outnumbered themselves into the grey 
And life cries, a dream dies out into the blackness, 
Stretches for an empty cup; a chalice to collect the tears 
That I keep to myself 

I gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity... 
Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter 

This morphine cloud hanging over me 
Like a snow-white curtain; 
This beautiful haze overruns me 
So I erase myself from you; The cure for my sanity... 
And here I am, unwilling to forgive myself 

So lost in this remedy, your spirit is haunting me; 
Consumed by indifference 
I scream in your silence where shadows conceals me... 
I'm cursed to search for you 

Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart; 
Paralyzed you drown with me 
Intoxicate this bitter reality 
Under the screens of apathy 

Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart; 
Paralyzed you drown with me 
Intoxicate this bitter reality 
Under the screens of apathy 

The dream died before it was born, 
Innocence is lost... And so am I 
But still I pretend to be strong 
Still I wonder where I belong 

You whisper to me gently in my sleep 
To this world behind 
And I gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity... 
Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter