Travelling with HS

I'm not stupid, I understand that

It would be convenient if

I was better at conversation



I've learned to master the skill throughout the years

Small talking, but after an hour or so I mentally die

I mentally die



And I try, I try, I try, I try

But I can't help but loving more

When being on my own and watching everyday lives

And I try, I try, I wish I wanted

To go see local churches with you

Or to go clubbing where the young ones do

But all I really want to do is watch the everyday lives



My friend, nothing is ever the matter with you

I'm glad to see it though I don't believe it

Won't have to worry, I'll soon have figured you out

I won't tell you when I have but I'll find your weak spot

Your weakest spot, oh, I'll find it



And here is mine: I try to pretend that I like to be part of it all

That I enjoy going out with you and you and you and you and you



And I try, I try, I try, I try

But I can't help but dreaming of

Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives

And I try, I try, but I just want to spend more time

With my mind

It always surprises me every time

And none of you ever do

It doesn't mean that I don't love you

It doesn't mean that I don't love you

It doesn't mean that I don't



And I try, I try, I try, I try

But I can't help but loving more

When being on my own and watching everyday lives

And I try, I try, but I just want to spend more time

With myself

I always surprises myself every time

And none of you ever do

It doesn't mean that I don't love you