Warning Spectrum

I feel a little strange 
  Feels like I'll never get my shit together 
  27 and I'm fucked 
  Well, it's 10 years from teenage 
  And that's a freaking lot 
  I think I'm getting old 
  And I thought I'd never say 
  That I bought Nevermind 
  And it changed my life 
  Some fifteen years ago (background: Nevermind was thirteen years ago) 
  I thought my little sister 
  Would never ever make it out of high school 
  And go looking for jobs (yeah right) 

  Not on top 
  Baby, I'm not on top 

  And your love is like a diamond 
  With a sadistic sick crowd of bastards 
  Peeping in the bleachers 
  And there's two men and no team 
  One is pitching cannonballs 
  The other is hitting wind 
  And I've done a lot of training 
  To try to stick to my positions 
  Locked up in th attic 
  Now I'm falling in love with her 
  And there's 67 better ways 
  To make some sense (yeah whatever) 

  Not on top 
  Baby, I'm not on top 

  I told you...