I Still Wonder

Someone please look into my mind
Tell me what I written for a second line
I can't see it anymore
Four and four is eight times fine
I didn't notice but I think I took nine
I didn't need it that's for sure
Down in the middle of a nightmare daydream
I still wonder why
Sometimes I can feel the pain
In the back of my head and I'm going insane
But I've been there before
And I know That I'm not the same
As I was when I started for it's just another game
I can't fake it anymore
Down in the middle of a nightmare daydream
I still wonder why
I think I'll take some time and get myself together
But I know that I'll be back and 
I don't really care