dying slowly

I've got memories
I keep them away from me
They won't behave
Won't be what I want 'em to beI've seen it all and it's all done
I've been with everyone and no oneSo many squandered moments
So much wasted time
So busy chasing dreams
I left myself behindI've seen it all and it's all done
I've been with everyone and no oneSo this dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting myself
This dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting myselfThese worms, darling
They're nibbling away at me
They go at it when I'm sleeping
Won't let me get to my feetI've seen it all and it's all done
I've been with everyone and no oneSo this dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting myself
This dying slowly
It seemed better than shootingIf I could find the words to explain this feeling
Then I would shout them out
If I could find out all this, what's inside me
I would shout it outSo this dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting myself
This dying slowly
It seemed better than shouting it outI make some coffee
Pull on that new pair of pants
I can get so far off
The feeling just falls awayI've seen it all and it's all done
I've been with everyone and no oneI'm just tired, baby
I just need to lay down
I'm just tired, darling
I just need to lay downI'm just tired, baby
I just need to lay down
I'm just tired, darling
I just need to lay down
I'm just tired, darling