Internal Suicide

I smile and nod my head, I appear to be a decent man
 I move through these different worlds
 I pretend to take interest in what you say
 Why can´t you just vanish or die at my command?

 I wish I was given a quota of kills
 Internal Suicide

 I´m the in in sanity, the ab in normal
 I´ve come to terms with the fact that I am mearly a drop in the dark wide ocean
 Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal

 I wish I was given a quota of kills
 Internal Suicide

 Everyday I war the face you want me to
 I must cage my despise buried deep inside
 Everyday I fight to survive yet another day
 There is no such thing as compromising

 I wish I was given a quota of kills
 Internal Suicide