broken cigarettes

You were born to decide "who will you fuck over in your life?"
Sitting in the backseat of a car, and you're loaded?
Doesn't add up
I want another wouldn't-have-it-any-other best friend
On a bad day that I don't have to call you
You're doing fine without me

But you are your mother's daughter who led me out to the slaughter
I can respect that
But you are your mother's daughter who led me out to the slaughter
I can respect that
I'm not bored, I'm apathetic
I'll try harder to forget it
I was flying to the moon whenever you were around
You were slinging black holes and I got lost in the sound
Not that you'd ever understand
But if you wanted to know, you could make me
You could break me
You choose to waste me
The only love I'll ever know

Pull up the car to your house
I come out, you come out unprepared, undecided on
Wave that caught my eye
I will try
Wave that caught my eye
I'll go back inside
You'll go see him
Watch my body die