Use To Be

Man fuck these niggas
Make me wish that I aint try to fuck with these niggas
And you aint gotta fuck with me nigga
Dont be mad cause these fans fell in love with me nigga
Still the same nigga thats switchin the same position
Wrecking every song harder aint the same collision
Had dreams of a daughter had to change my vision
When my auntie got killed man, this pain a killer
I call her after every show
had to let her know
how a boy feel, why she have to go
In a minute that she went
what Im supposed do with all this time that we aint spent
I had plans I was gon' throw a party for her
Now that party turned in to a funeral
I seen a lot of pain, you hear my music then you should know
Im too real for rap niggas and these industry hoes
I kinda feel for these niggas so in love with the dough
Playin hard but when the camera off a straight up hoe
I probably seem like a nigga that be all by hoes
I love pussy but shit that aint all I know
My mind all caged up used to be out doors
Straight hoopin with my niggas now Im buyin some clothes
To deal with the pain, insane where I might go
I insure my fam we good so I Geico
By myself sheddin tears hurt cause I cant show
How a nigga really feel cause I got 2 shows
This bitch talkin bout Im cocky mayne but she dont know
And this Hennessy makin me wanna kill this hoe
Cause she smiled at a nigga and my teeth and show
She on Twitter talkin down, my emotions blow
Said my emotions blow,Damn
Shit
And now Im screamin at my phone like "Bitch do you know how it feel?
For it to take a nigga 22 years to make millions with ya pops and folks that look like him
And have auntie like ya moma she was yo bestfriend
She help you get ya first car, help you furnish ya crib
Get ya girlfriend a job, help yall through shit
Dressed ya sister up for prom, help you manage ya chips
And you turn around in lose her all in the same damn year
The whole time you thinkin damn what if I was there
I probably couldve told her husband it wasnt fair
And to think about they little girls
Before he pulled the trigger on her then he killed himself
And deep inside Im kind of feeling like its my fault
If she wasnt helpin me she couldve been around more
Doing things that married people supposed to do
Its killing me cause I just got so damn close to you
And everybody callin tellin me to stay strong
And its the reason I always wanna be alone
You get to love a person turn around they gone
I guess you goin home (3x)